SECONDS - Makro Slavnic

“One day consists of 86,400 seconds, each one containing countless options, possibilities and decisions of which only one can emerge.”

“I was in the winter of my life — and the men I met along the road were my only summer. At night I fell asleep with visions of myself dancing and laughing and crying with them. Three years down the line of being on an endless world tour and my memories of them were the only things that sustained me, and my only real happy times. I was a singer, not a very popular one, who once had dreams of becoming a beautiful poet — but upon an unfortunate series of events, saw those dreams dashed and divided like a million stars in the night sky that I wished on over and over again — sparkling and broken. But I didn’t really mind because I knew that it takes getting everything you ever wanted and then losing it to know what true freedom is.

When the people I used to know found out what I had been doing, how I had been living — they asked me why. But there’s no use in talking to people who have a home, they have no idea what it’s like to seek safety in other people, for home to be wherever you lie your head.

I was always an unusual girl, my mother told me I had a chameleon soul. No moral compass pointing due north, no fixed personality. Just an inner indecisiveness that was as wide and as wavering as the ocean. And if I said that I didn’t plan for it to turn out this way, I’d be lying — because I was born to be the other woman. I belonged to no one — who belonged to everyone, who had nothing — who wanted everything with a fire for every experience and an obsession for freedom that terrified me to the point that I couldn’t even talk about — and pushed me to a nomadic point of madness that both dazzled and dizzied me.”

Operation Lovely Day, cute :’)

This video always brings tears to my eyes. ._.

I think I’m done with our introduction. I still have to do 4 Radio Plugs, Essays, Study Previous lessons, think of potential thesis problems, look for an adviser, listen and watch a radio program and Study for tomorrow’s Quiz. uggg. Hell Week came too soon. -.-

So this is the video I’ve mentioned in this post, sobrang nakakahiya kasi ginawa rin namin sa labas, pinagtitinginan kami ng mga tao pero wala na kameng pakeelam kasi sobrang nageenjoy na kami :)) So, Call me maybe?:p

check out my online shop https://www.facebook.com/A.H.M.byCha :’>

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2nd Year Highschool summer, mag thithird year ako. sinabi ko kena mama gusto ko mag piano lesson. Pumayag naman sila nag piano lesson ako, 12 sessions, 1 hour per session nakalimutan ko na kung magkano. Dapat may recital di na ako umattend ewan ko ba kung bakit di ako sumali dun. e walang piano sa bahay hiniram muna ni mama yung piano ng pinsan ko. so ayun practice practice. isa to sa mga video ko habang nag papactice. natatawa ako habang pinapanuod ko kasi may part na nag pe-peace pa ako :))) 14 yo lang ako dito uso pa pa-peace peace, at maikli pa buhok ko at most importantly payat pa ako XDDD

nung 4th year college ako, kinuha na nung pinsan ko yung piano kasi gagamitin na raw nya ulit. Ilang buwan nung kinuha yung piano sabi ko kena mama parang namimiss kong magpiano. e since naging busy rin napaisip ako kung magpapabili ako ng piano, may time ba ako?. so hindi natuloy ang pagbili.

ngayong napanuod ko ulit to, wala na sobrang namiss ko na talaga. almost 4 years na akong di nakakatugtog at walang practice kaya hindi ko alam kung may alam pa kong tugtugin besides do-re-mi >.< :/ 

finally may Premiere na ako XD

a clip from our shooting (Delusyon) we shoot this just for fun.k?:)

It would be so nice if something made sense for a change.

- Alice 

a couple of weeks ago I just watched Alice in Wonderland in Disney Channel (also the reason why I kept on singing the Unbirthday Song :p), and I felt very uneasy watching it. There are a lot of disturbing scenes and lines to ponder on. So I did some research regarding the film and I end up watching Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland (1972), the moment I saw the white rabbit I got scared, ang creepy kaya  at kahit 1972 pa yung film okay narin yung effects,kakatuwa :D